One Memorable Day: What we all can learn from Yom Kippur
Yom Kippur, the Day of Atonement, is one day, one grand time that you have a lot of Jewish people coming together. This time more than any other seems to tug at the Jewish soul, it has a strange, bewitching hold on us - these 25 hours of starvation, serenity, serendipity and opportunity.
If I had to pick a night that crystallised the power and purpose of Judaism, it would surely be this night, Kol Nidrei night, Yom Kippur, the first or beginning service.
It is a night that highlights our fragility, reminding us that time is so very tenuous. This is reflected in the piyyutim/prayer poems of the night (like ‘ki hinei kachomer’) and its reminder that we are like clay in the potter’s hand, mere dust and earth. We hold time and our lives for such a brief moment in the sweep of eternity. Time slips through our fingers like fine thread, seeps out of our pockets quicker than money.
What a perplexing paradox life is: so much freedom and choice, so many things beyond our making and choosing, so many opportunities full of power and potential.
Yom Kippur emphasises the existential vulnerability of humanity. The Musaf prayer service pivots around the Avodah (Temple service) and the two hapless goats selected for the Temple service on Yom Kippur, the one is marked for God, the other for Azazel - a tall peak from which that hapless goat was led to its destruction. Their destinies were decided by a “goral’ ‘the spin of the wheel, a throw of the dice.
We don't get to choose our families and our fortunes, but we are given a little slice of life, a little "shtikel or slice of opportunity" to make our own. Rabbi Soloveitchik says that's the difference between fate and destiny, "beshert" and freedom. Fate is what happens to you. Destiny is what you make happen.
Seizing one's destiny in that fraction of a moment can make all the difference.
This is the secret of teshuvah or repentance and its promise we can change. This is the power of Yom Kippur! And it carries a message for all humanity.
"Carpe diem - grasp the moment", or as Hillel famously put it: "If not now, then when?” In other words, we can make a difference in the lives of others, we can improve their wellbeing by acts of ‘charity and goodness’.
Don’t underestimate the power of small moments or the energy of tiny gestures. It may be giving that little bit extra to your community or shul; to that charity; that piece of your time to voluntary work. It may be opening that conversation to your mum or dad, brother, or sister you haven't spoken to for the past 10 years. It may be your spouse who you no longer know how to talk to, it may be that conversation you have been meaning to have with God for a while. It may be working on that stubborn area of your personality. These ‘small often unremembered acts of goodness’ can make a big and lasting impact.
If not now, when?
Shabbat Shalom